Oh, definitely the drugs they forced us to take, for sure.
Some fucked up j̷̡̺͕͖̟̤̐́͘̚ę̸̎͊͒l̵͚͔̙̣̘̳̗̱̲̒͜l̷̢̧̡̦͎̰̗͙̪͔̪̯̥̺̬̓̐̈́̾y̵͙͓̦͍̪̥͉͚̲͍̘̺̦͂̑̈́̈́́̓͗͑̐̋͘̕ ̸̛͚̟̲̥̥̤̠͓̊́͛̎͑̓͐ą̵̛̖̠̹͓̼̜͚̼̝̱͔̌̈̈́͋̊̊̍̄̓̑́̏̇͜ͅy̴̙̖̖̐̈́ã̸̧̞͇̄̽̈͗̐̒͆̃h̶͇̗̯͈̞̀ư̸̘̱̦̈́̇͗͌̕͘a̴̯͍͉̠̯̞͔̙̼͔̝̙̜̺͠s̷̡̧͍̦̦͔̰̪͓͎̞̞̞͓͍͊̔͂͒̅̓̾̇̎̇̓̓͝͠ç̶̢̡̢͕͉̫̱̞͎̬̲̬̘̽̿̈́̏̔a̴̡̗̜͕͙̬̞̪̪̳̹͈͍͎̬͋̾͊̓͘ ̸̧̱͙͎͇̪̞̩̥͇̦̥͖̤̽̎̃͛s̴̨͇̹̥̪̻͉̩̼͉̅̃̈́̅̔̈́̚͠͠͠ḯ̶̛̫̣̥̟̬͕̲̊̅̑̔̀̑̈́̔̽̕t̸̡̨̧̮͍̣̥̯͙̋͋͆͐̇́̂̓ư̵̢̢̡̘͂͑̐̂́͂̌̎̏̐̈́͊̀́ả̵̖̦̣̮̼̱̬̬̪͔͖̿̓̈́͐̐̈́̏̕̚͘ṫ̷̛̯̳̫̲͖̬̰̯̭̼̻̌̏̓̄̇̎͐̾̓́̕͜i̶̮͎̙͎̔̈̆̍̋̎͆́̿͛̾͐͘o̵̥͎̥̳͎̳̰̙̣͋̑̏̃̈́̎̚̕͝n̸̢̢̧̘͉͉̠̹͈͇͉̤̗͑͜͜͝.
I hit the spiritual euphoria stage like six hours ago, it's high enough that I'm not even worried about the lesions. A lot of other people are freaking out about it. Man, it's gonna be a really bad time when this part wears off, though.
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W̴͎̟͉̾̒h̸̝͖͇̓̕a̵͙̼͍͊̓͑t̵͎̠͓͒̐͒ m̴̢̼͎̈́͌̀a̸͓͕͒̓̽͜d̸͇̞̠̀͐͆ë̸̺̞̻́̓͑ ÿ̵̢̞́͋͝o̵͇͓̪͊͘u̸͓͎͔͒͌̚ feel better?
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Some fucked up j̷̡̺͕͖̟̤̐́͘̚ę̸̎͊͒l̵͚͔̙̣̘̳̗̱̲̒͜l̷̢̧̡̦͎̰̗͙̪͔̪̯̥̺̬̓̐̈́̾y̵͙͓̦͍̪̥͉͚̲͍̘̺̦͂̑̈́̈́́̓͗͑̐̋͘̕ ̸̛͚̟̲̥̥̤̠͓̊́͛̎͑̓͐ą̵̛̖̠̹͓̼̜͚̼̝̱͔̌̈̈́͋̊̊̍̄̓̑́̏̇͜ͅy̴̙̖̖̐̈́ã̸̧̞͇̄̽̈͗̐̒͆̃h̶͇̗̯͈̞̀ư̸̘̱̦̈́̇͗͌̕͘a̴̯͍͉̠̯̞͔̙̼͔̝̙̜̺͠s̷̡̧͍̦̦͔̰̪͓͎̞̞̞͓͍͊̔͂͒̅̓̾̇̎̇̓̓͝͠ç̶̢̡̢͕͉̫̱̞͎̬̲̬̘̽̿̈́̏̔a̴̡̗̜͕͙̬̞̪̪̳̹͈͍͎̬͋̾͊̓͘ ̸̧̱͙͎͇̪̞̩̥͇̦̥͖̤̽̎̃͛s̴̨͇̹̥̪̻͉̩̼͉̅̃̈́̅̔̈́̚͠͠͠ḯ̶̛̫̣̥̟̬͕̲̊̅̑̔̀̑̈́̔̽̕t̸̡̨̧̮͍̣̥̯͙̋͋͆͐̇́̂̓ư̵̢̢̡̘͂͑̐̂́͂̌̎̏̐̈́͊̀́ả̵̖̦̣̮̼̱̬̬̪͔͖̿̓̈́͐̐̈́̏̕̚͘ṫ̷̛̯̳̫̲͖̬̰̯̭̼̻̌̏̓̄̇̎͐̾̓́̕͜i̶̮͎̙͎̔̈̆̍̋̎͆́̿͛̾͐͘o̵̥͎̥̳͎̳̰̙̣͋̑̏̃̈́̎̚̕͝n̸̢̢̧̘͉͉̠̹͈͇͉̤̗͑͜͜͝.
I hit the spiritual euphoria stage like six hours ago, it's high enough that I'm not even worried about the lesions. A lot of other people are freaking out about it. Man, it's gonna be a really bad time when this part wears off, though.
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It's not my first time Seeing
Į̵̢̮̘̘͔̌͗̕͘ ̸̧̢͎͔̻͓̗͈̝̖̙͎̳̟̀̇͑͘h̷̨͕̥̲̟̭̥̯̻͕̻͙̙̖͕̓́̐͋́̏́͛̀͋͋͝a̷̡͖̙̜̩̜̥͒̔̈́͌͋̃͝ͅv̷̡̢̡̂̐͐̿ͅẽ̷̬̘̬͙͎̭̜̭̈́̿̽̔̐̿͑̏͆ ̵̥̻̭̪̪̭̅͜m̴̟̥̰̞͔̼̅͋̔͆̄͊̆͛̓́͘é̴̡̧̛̹͚̼̯͎͍̼̫̈́̾͒́̉́͊̀̋̂͑͘t̷̳̩̱̪̩͎̭͉̯̹̯̾͜ ̷̙̬͇͓͕̜̥̯̙̮̹̙̓̋G̶̡͈͈͇̞̪̜̊̊̀̽̆̃̓̍̈̂́͛͝͝͠ͅo̷̹̠̭͓̱̲̯̿̇̈́̓̎͐͂̓̀̀̏̋̉̈́̚͜d̷̡̧̞̞̎́̈́͒͐̇̋͝ ̷̨̨͇̻̥̟̟̗̬̈́̋͜͜ẵ̶̧̨̭͕͉̻͓̫̞̗̝̽̎̿̈̑̔͠n̶̘̜̲̼̤̠̼͖̤̗̥̬̠̗̭͂̈́͒͂͛̓̋d̷̢͎̥͔͎͙͈̥͎̙̠̈́̃̏̎͗̂̇͌͌̈͘͜͝ͅ ̷̧͎̞̱̞̤͌̾́̏͑̏̂̾̓̀͆͌̚͘s̷̡̧͎̙̪͚͔͉͗̅͌͜͠ͅę̵͕͖̘̳̭̠͎̮̗̓̂̓̆̉̒̍̏̇̽͌͐̉̚͝ȩ̴̡͎͎̺͈̠̥̝̃͛̾̍̑̄̅̾̕̚͝͠n̶̠͓͈̼̰̗͔̆̾̈́͝ ̷̡̨̢̛̼̫͔͕̤̱͋̂͋̈́͜ţ̵͇̬̙͎̗̖̹͉̮̠̤͝ḩ̶̡̛͖͇͈̽͒̈́͗͗̇̈́ë̷̡͕̲̝̦̰̱̤͍͓̭̩̎͂̈́̉̓͂̌̾̉̒̃̕͝ ̴̡̧̢̥̣͙̤̯̮̹͎̼͕̥͕̀̿̆̓̔͗̒̾͊̏́̿͠ş̵̦͙̩̳̘̿̍̐̓̇́͘̕̕͝ͅͅo̸̘̻̣̖̓̉͛͋̒n̷̰͙̤̹̺̻͔̯̩̺͌̾͌͐̎͒́̃̈́̓̾̑͋͝g̵̨̡̨̡͇͎͈̯̻̜̰͖̼͗̌̔̈́͌͋̀̐͊͒̚͠ ̴̡̬̪̭̫͉͓̝͙̗͍̠̈́̔͑͌̐ͅo̶̢̢̞̣̬̰̞̜̦̜̭̘̽̈́̐̏́̃̅͊͘͘f̸̨͚̠͍̮͖̮̜̘̖̍̈́̉̒̏̑̀̈́̀͘ ̴̨͚̫̹̞̮̏̌t̸͍̗͇̫̆̿̒̀̀́́̈́̊̋̆̋͠í̸̡̫͇͚̗̓̊̚m̵̝̹̖͆̒͐̈́̈́̐̂̐̒́̈̚͘͠e̷͙̬̺̯̘͓̠̙̾̄̏͒̊̃̋̐̒̎̆,̶̢̪͖̮̠̂͒̒̀ ̴̢̦̥͉̖͍͚̟͉̠̤̣̖̎̓̔͑̌̄̚̕͝Ȉ̴̢̛͕̠̺̥̲̩͆̾͑͌͊͑̆̍̂ ̸̝͖̹̦̖͔̦͕͙͔͗͐̈́̈́̕h̴̡̢̞͍͉̬̻͎̺̞̆̈́́̄̈̄̓̓̔̔ą̶̗̮̲̙̭̲̘̬͍̽̆̈́͆̈̉͛͘̚͠v̴̛̟̬̯̪̱̬͈̖̘̮͇͙̾̐̓̉̃̍̀̊͊̿̿̓̚͜ͅȇ̵̬̔̊̂̑ ̴̹͕͗͊͛̆̋͋̀̓̐̒̕͠d̴̞̙̹̮̫͕̦̗͚͓̞̜̩͍͍̄i̶̡͎̠̙̣̦̯͎̭̙͛̊ę̴̗̭͍͖̜̜̜̪͌̌̅͝d̴̢̲͉̦͕̖̣͒̉̿̍̃̏̈́̽̀̕͠͝ ̷̧̨̢͓̞̮͔̯̤̙̝̗̀͐́́ͅa̷̛̛̞̖̣̣̜͚̬̞͇̩̎̈́̕͜͝͠ͅn̴̨̛̬̂̔͋͛̊̒̇̈̚͝d̸̲̻̤̣́͂̓͋̓͘͜͜ͅ ̸̨̛̛̛̯͕͖͚͔͇͈̝̲̦͙̩̔̔̓̿͋͗̐̃̾͗̐͆͜ṱ̷̛̺̮̠̠͙̯̈́̏̿̅̾͜ͅr̷̟͔̫̉̀ą̴͉̱̜̬̪̭̍̇͒͌͘̚v̷̢̹͍̣̥̙̺̲͈͍́͒̄̄́͂̃͝e̷͖̙͎̤̪̯̰͒̅̐̉̾̇̐̈̈̽̄͆̈́͊l̸̰̗̣̞̘̱̟̠͕͐́͌͂͊̀̆̈͋̕͜͝l̴̝̲̥̝̞̗̗͚̥̈́͂̆ͅe̵̡̡̛̫̬̟̬͔͓̱̬̙̙̤̅͑̽͛̿̌̍̈́̂̉͝ḑ̴̜͙̈́̓̂́͗̓̀̂̿̑͗͘͝͝ ̵̛͕̮̦͖̹̀͋̆̈́̈́͘ò̴̧̙̖̂û̸̧̡̡̩̞̬͚͕͙̯t̶̤̝͎̞̦̜̬͍̲̃̏̒͒́̃͊̇͒͝w̶̢̧̨̰̹̱̩̰̘̳̯̼̚a̶̮̦̝̭̯͗͆̾̍̾͒̅͐͋̐͊͘͝r̶͇͉͍͉̣̣̦̾͊̒͋̚͜d̵̡͉̞͈̟̝̥̪̄̓̎̔̇͑̇̉̈́͠͠͝ ̸̡͕̬͚̬̘̗̳̭̺̗͇̦̲̟̒̑̿̈́͂̂̃́̍͋̃̽̕͝͝ą̵̺̝̱̫̘͇̟͇͆̀̈́̅̒̀̈́̊̾̚̚͠͝͠n̵̨̧̛͉͔̥̹͂̌̂̃́̀̊͘̕d̴̥̓͗̔̊͗̀̄̔̈̏͘̕͝ ̷̢̪̣͉̆̏̏̈̽̓ͅì̴͈̎̓͋̐͛̈́́̈́̍͒̉̕͝ň̵͖̫̪̫̍̀̾̐̃͗̄̍͐͠ͅẇ̴̢̲̥̦̭̦̫̰̹̫͇̖̌̇͌̔͂̄͂͝ͅa̴͉͎͉̤̰̋͛̀̓̓̊̃̀͌̓r̸̼̋̑̓̃̓̕d̷̡͖͍̣̳̱͚̝̗̥͇́̇̀̍̋̐̽͆̒̂͗͜͜
Don't be scared
These guys think they're opening my eyes, but my eyes haven't been shut in a long time.
I wish I could show you. You're a priest. It's kind of unfair that I've Seen and you haven't. You deserve to see it way more than I did.
Although, it's kind of painful, and maybe you've been hurt enough already.
ì̷̡͉̘̺̬̮̹̼̳̜̘̯̌͒̔̏̆̄͜ͅ ̷̡̨͈̦̼̯͈̹̥̇̄̉̋͒̅̇̓̃̋́͒̈́ͅç̶̡̼̬͍̫̬͓͓̅̉͊̎͌͒̉̉̆̅͑̑̍͝o̷̪͘͠ǘ̴̧̧͚̞̦̙̜̖̟̑̑̐̐̆̇̐̎̂̈̉͝͝l̸̢̛̛̳̗̫̰̲̀̊̌͊́̽͐͋̕d̴̩̔̋̀̏̈̂̀́̂͝ ̸̢̺̝̓̓͝f̶̨̰̝̼̠̞͙̺̞̘̗̻̥͇̈́͂ì̵͙̦̼̤̬͕̏̊͘x̷̧͍̭̥̣̒̾͐ ̵̢̛̩͕̗̹͉͌̒̍̾̎̔̓̏̾́̃̚͝͠ͅͅť̵̰̟̙́͆͒̒́̎̈́̉͝ḩ̵̛͙͇̬͚͖̖͖̰̩͛͐͂̿̇͐͗̽̚͝ͅá̵̬̯̰̈͛́t̵̛̛̞͓̬͚̘̯͎͒̓͛̀͛̒͘͜͝͝͝͝ ̵̡̢̜̗͇͎̥̭̟̣͖̓͆̑͒í̴͕̭͍̫͇̯̦̹̳̭̰̯̲͇̥̐͛̈̈̓͋̕̚ṱ̷̡̜͙̝̩̲̗̜̯̟͚͚͇̩͋͗̄̔̂̏̈́ ̶̨̖̞̪̼̼͚̦̞̥̘̟̮̙͋͊̅͛̉̄̏͌͛̿͊̒͘̚i̵̖̬̭̇̄̽ ̷̧͚̹̝̞̘̏̄p̵̧̼͚͎̖͚͔͔̙̫̙̟̞̐̋̄̌̍̕͝͝l̷̡̅̄͑̽͗̈͊͊̓̽̓͑͘à̸̠͍͐y̵̙͇͚̹̪͕̰̭͔͍̙̦̟͋e̸̞̜͑̾̾͗̿́̓̐̈́̒̊̽̚͘d̵̨̨̛̛͎͓̫͓̹̲͔̱͍̎̎̄͒̈͗̌̄̾̚͝͝ ̷̨͖̤̯̯̐́̒̋̅̑̑̍̋͆̈̋̌̀͆ẗ̷̡̢́̾͌̉̓̌̓̑̕h̴͎̥̲̩͍̬̝͖̏e̴͓͎͙̼̯̤͚͛̿̏̈͂̈́̇̊̈́̕̚͝͝ ̷̨̧̡͓̱̲̼̞̳́̀͂͛͑̑͆̀̅̕͝ͅs̶͚̠̗͈͋̐̍̓̓́͆̽̂̿̽͋̆̍́t̷̤̑̓̍̾͛̄̉̍̂̓r̷̡̠̩̟̬̣̀͋͛̒͊̄̈́͊̈́̍͆͘i̸̢̬̜̠̜̟͓̭͍̹̫̖͐̎̿̃͜ͅn̵͔̰̩̖͙̓͒̅͑̏̌́̽͛̂̚͜͝ģ̸̢̩̥͕̥͙̳̫̳̝̋̃̽͗̄͐͆̈́̚͘͠͝͝s̵̩̘͍̼̼͈͉̹̲̠̻͇̏̃͑̆̒͌̏̀̊͂̈́̏̐̕͜͜
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I'm sorry
[ The rest is garbled. It's after this, the strange note about rituals, and Wilhelm that sends him running later. ]